Going Organic

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Exquisite Simplicity.....Day 8

You've forgotten me already I know, but you will never forget the experience.  This goes deeper and farther than most can conceive.  You're grasping to regain what you have lost, but you are unsure of where you have been and what you have truly seen.  There are no words that will further edify this situation to make it better or to encourage your survival.  Hunting without weapons and reaping the gift you have given are not for everyone.  The species is vanishing and taking with it the utopia that once existed daily back in earlier times.

What one would do to step through the spectrum to truly see how things were, are, and could be? Supernatural and unspoken goes the thundering shudders to the being that once was. How piercing desires can be causing the blade to leave a tattoo of the separation that is embraced unknowingly.  Reflections are now empty and no more...close your eyes...

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Torn Litany.....Day 7

What is the soul?  A question I ponder on often, not because I care, but its been so long I can't remember what it felt like.  I hear the stories and the rants that I have no soul and how could I do what I do to destroy something so filled with light and life, etc, etc...  Nevertheless, in my experience what I have found is that there are really hardly any souls left.  More often than not, I am already dealing with a lifeless, useless, disgusting, and incredible dark form of what you might call human.  The warmth that exists is not because of the soul, but because of the hate and the selfishness and the lack of being for others.  Heat is generated that gives the impression there is a spirit, however its just a facade of the remnant of what is an unrecognizable life.

I do a service for the rest of those that remain out there.  Sadness may be expressed for a spell; it will pass.  Don't harbor vindictive ideas or thoughts of revenge.  They won't replace your loss nor will they overcome the strength of who I am.  Have solace in knowing you have survived another day.

"As I always say, one must never be afraid to look deep down into the darkest depths of oneself where the light never reaches." ---Elizabeth, "Daughters of Darkness"